It’s a funny thing about travelling. In my “regular” life, I am a very busy person. I work two jobs, play competitive fastball, go to the gym and still manage to have an active social life. I rarely have time to stop, relax, and think. Travelling changes all that.
Many people talk about “finding themselves” when they travel. I believe that this is a bit of cliché, but there is some truth to it. When you remove yourself from your normal routine, you suddenly have an opportunity to view your life from a distance, so to speak, and reflect on the decisions you’ve made and the path on which you are headed. Some of my biggest life changes have come after a trip when I’ve realized that my life is not quite moving in the direction it should be.
And the Jet Set Zero experience is no different. I am working here, which keeps me busy, but I find myself with WAY more down time than at home. I have a lot of time to think about work, relationships, goals, what makes me happy, and the decisions I’ve made that have brought me here. This process is really one of my favourite parts of travelling – kind a “refocus” that is difficult to do when you’re busy living your life.
Some background if you don’t already know me: I used to be heavily involved in music. For a number of years, playing the saxophone was my whole life and I was fairly successful with it. I performed with David Foster and toured around Europe, among other achievements. But something happened after I graduated. My original goal was to become a music teacher until a year of student teaching opened my eyes to what a bad fit that would be for me. Then, I wanted to major in performance, but everyone knows how tough it is to eke out a living doing that (so I scrapped that plan – went with my head rather than my heart). I played in all kinds of bands as an adult but eventually that decreased as other responsibilities took priority.
Now, I am a huge music fan who spends a large portion of her money on seeing live music and going to shows. I have a sizeable collection and get grumpy if I have to walk anywhere and don’t have my ipod. Lots of my friends are musicians, but I myself no longer play.
Last night we went to a jazz club here in Saigon. It’s actually called “Sax’n'Art” as it focuses on the saxophone. The moment we walked in and I saw 4 saxs sitting on stands on stage, I felt that familiar tug. “Why am I not up there?” I thought to myself. “Why did I ever give that up? When exactly did that happen?” The main guy, prominent jazz saxophonist Tran Manh Tuan, ripped into one of the best versions of Sweet Georgia Brown I’ve ever heard and I’m pretty sure I had a gigantic grin on my face until the last note. It sounds cheesy, but it actually filled my heart with joy to hear them play – it’s been a long time since I’ve heard that. His sax even had that unpolished look that I love of an instrument that has played a lot of tunes and seen a lot of gigs. Our evening at the jazz club was one of the better nights I’ve spent here.
As they played, I had time to think about my departure from music, and how much I miss it. I think that, among other things, picking up that saxophone again is one thing I will attempt when I eventually return home. And I have travelling to thank for bringing that to my attention.
